Reindeer with pig feet

Yes I said it. These are the things that pop into my head randomly throughout my day. Do you have this issue? Is it ADHD? I have random thoughts that are also disturbing no matter where I am or what I am doing. I'm not telling psych cuz they might take my shoe laces. I am superwoman for most but they have no idea what I have to battle while also thinking and doing for them. Don't you just hate being in church and a damn sex scene pops in your head mixed w talking roadkill . I mean it make you feel some kinda way in that moment.I know I have an acquired sense of humor but some shit I feel I shouldn't even find funny if I can't "share it with the class". Talk about being mortified. I have this phobia of roaches and lol every time I see one, which is rare,I have nightmares and daymares lol. The last one I had was set in Denny's at a booth and I was just talking to my date and he turned into a huge cockroach and was still talking like nothing was wrong. I hate those dreams cuz in my mind the roach want to impregnate me and millions of babies are gonna eat me alive. Just horrible. Although I did laugh when the image of a reindeer with pig feet popped in my head.

The Capricorn Woman Scorpio moon

Capricorn-A sign of the zodiac that involves anyone whose birthday falls between December 22nd - January 20th. The representative animal is the goat. Typically capricorns are highly addictive, sensitive, smart, intellient, flexible, witty, humorous, loyal and hard working. They rarely have attitudes but can be hard to control and contained when angered.

Capricorns are cool to hang around.-Urban Dictionary

Ok folks I am true to my sun and moon sign. I am Capricorn sun Scorpio Moon.

Personality Profile:

Those with the Moon in Scorpio often try to act cool and under control but there’s a brooding intensity below the surface. With an emotional base in the sign of the extremes, they experience intense feelings, which they often fear to let out. This in turn makes even intimate friends and family reluctant to probe too deeply.

The secretive Scorpio Moon can sometimes end up lost in all that churning emotion. If they are not self-aware, they could end up being driven by this subterranean force in the end. Along with the highs of the light side, they can fully dwell in the dark and struggle with jealousy, thoughts of revenge and serious resentment. Their nature is a conundrum -- repressing their feelings makes them too powerful to contain. Over time, they’ll learn that letting them out is the only way to tame the beast within.

They're in a position to understand the full emotional spectrum of the human condition, and so would make excellent dramatists or criminal detectives. They’ll excel in any field where penetrating insights into psychological extremes is required. And the focused ambition of the Moon in Scorpio adds to their chances for success.

In work and romance, they’ll need many outlets for that reservoir of emotional intensity. It can take years to win the trust of the suspicious Scorpio Moon, and even then there may be a fortress of defenses. Surely it goes without saying that you don’t want to betray them in any way.

When Scorpio inhabits the Moon, there’s a powerful sexuality felt by others, as well as a strong need for this catharsis in their lives. Sometimes primal desires can eclipse all other emotional truths and lead them into dangerous situations. Those in a committed relationship have a chance to experience this deep sensuality in an atmosphere of trust.

People watching

I am very entertained by people and they way they interact with each other. I can watch people all day long,it's better than T.V. What fascinates me is why they do what they do. Like why do some people smile a lot but others don't? It's not an easy question to answer because I smile very often to make others feel ok and welcome. I'm not generally a sunny person. Do you think it's true that if you believe it wholeheartedly that others will too? By it I mean any damn thing. I have watched this play out and it is amazing. I see it as living by example. If that person sees you have something they want they will adapt your beliefs to try and get on your level. Anybody out there w me or am I nuts. I have also noticed that people will do other things they don't want to do in order to get to do the thing they do want to do instead of just bypassing the bull. Are these people codependent? Do they like "the struggle?" How do you feel when you make eye contact with a stranger? From what I see it hurts, it pleases, it pisses folks off, I mean all kinda shit just from matching a gaze. I think we have the case of social rabies.When is the last time you became fascinated by a tree? yeah I mean do you even notice the natural world around you? Please excuse me if you don't follow-my brain puts out thoughts this way. When was the last time you asked someone a "hey I wonder"...question. I wonder a lot of stuff. some people think I am odd just for thinking about things that they don't give two shits about. I am coming closer and closer to relating to everything on a molecular level and I wanna know why that makes me odd. people are interesting including myself. Sometimes I feel like a bird eyeing a worm in a yard but hesitant because I don't wanna get shooed away.

Intro to my world

Okay so I'm a Capricorn and I have Scorpio in my moon so this could mean nothing to most or a lot to some. I am nice and loving and caring to most. But there is that few that actually get to know "me" . There is a lot of abnormal stuff going on deep down in there that I try to tame. So I figure why not blog about it when the uprising happens. I have been called crazy my whole life and I am used to it. I prefer to think I'm interesting and peculiar.