Silly little boys

You want me to please you? You need me to touch you? You can't meet me half way u say? So you need me to hold your hand? Lemme splain something sweety, I'm not your mommy, but I could be. I am not your wife, and never will be. She... my dear child is not your girlfriend, and will not be holding anything of yours.

Then u say well put your mouth on it then. Make me explode you say. Spit on it for me is your request. Hmmm... Now you are desperate materialized. Not a good look if you want anything from me. Asking to explode sounds a little dangerous when you don't know who you are asking. And you are such a nasty boy with this spit business oh my! No no my dear you are all wrong with me.  Someone else can provide you with what you need.

However, if you want to be touched in a way that sends flames burning within you come to me. If your vulnerability is hidden in your eyes and not out on your sleeve,come to me. If you must please and obey I can help you. We can do great things together with understanding and gratitude. Expectations do not belong here, so if you bring them you will go back with them. I can give you what you need without you sounding like a teenaged baby :)

When we smash

We fuck like rabbits on ecstasy. Yeah and I'm proud of it too. I want you right after I've had you.I wanna have your cabbage patch baby cuz u eat dat pussy so good I swear it must smell like one. Or do it smell like a my lil pony cuz you hit it from behind like you wanna break it. And tell me...are the titties strawberry shortcake cuz they seem to melt in your mouth. You drive me insane with that look. It goes south....that look. You smell like happy with a side of love. I want to bite you every time I see you because you skin is like cashmere to my teeth. I can't stop touching you because it makes me wet. Your fucking brown eyes make me wanna stick my tongue down your throat and pull out your heart. Oh the eyelashes are my weakness. And I'm sure you can make me cum just by speaking near my ear. Sexy ass voice be making me cum on command over and over again. Your swag is off the charts and I love it. And when you are inside me I am in a wormhole of awesome! I love to feel how hard you get right before you cum. I love to hear you breathing. Mmmm and the show is amazing. I could watch you fuck me all day and just be in awe. I want you and I just wanna see you happy:)

The colors duke!

K so I want to taste you right? How you wanna do this? We can do it right here on the massage table to some dying whale music. We can light some candle and make a puppet show of me sucking all the flavor off you. I imagine it would look like a mad scientist working on a project lol.Maybe we should do it at the front desk with my rainbow socks showing beneath. I could see if your typing skills last against my tongue tornado. I can just see you breaking a keyboard in half while erupting all over my face. Of course I would giggle looking up at you with your dead babies all on my skin.
I want to ride with you to the grocery store. I want to park near the entrance and hand you a newspaper to read while I dictate in your pants. I want to show the fuck out in the parking lot with you as my stage. I want your lights all over me not just in one spot . Hmm wonder if icing makes ink run.
Can I wrap my strawberry lips  around your chocolate and find the cream inside? Will you let my bubble gum tongue lick all over your fudge til it pops?
I'm so horny I'm all over the place with this one. Ehem...can I suck your dick please sir? My pussy is controlling my mind and she is a bad bitch.

Bubbles

I love bubbles . I don't know if it's the part that makes you high from blowing them or just seeing them floating around. I like how a bubble feels when it pops on your skin. It's kinda like what a butterfly kiss would feel like I guess. I,m going to bring my bubbles to the pool one day to time how long they stay on the water without popping. The combination of bubbles and water amazes me for some odd reason. I love blowing bubbles in the rain. The drops of rain in contrast with the shape of the bubbles is awesome. I know it's not cool to blow bubbles in the house but the way they sit on top of carpet fibers is interesting as hell to me. So yup I like bubbles!

Spanking

How would you like to be spanked? I have a ceiling fan blade here. Oh let's see there's a paddle. Maybe a belt will do. No? Would you like a wooden spoon instead? Should I break out the stainless steel spatula? How bout dat trusty old flip flop? Hmmm maybe the back of my brush will suffice? Ooh I know, I know! A good thick slice of bacon for that ass!

I don't want to need you.

I hate that I want you. I know I don't need you but at the same time no one else will do. I don't like it when you invade my thoughts. I don't like it when you say you love me because I don't know if I love you back. I may simply be addicted to you right now and that is all. I don't want to be without you but sometimes I don't want to be with you either. I am suspicious of your motives. Your eyes tell me I can trust you though. You are a hard one to read. I feel safe around you. You make me cry such is a good thing. You bring out the emotions I keep locked away. You do this with little to no effort. I am just different with you. I don't want it. But I want you.

Reindeer with pig feet

Yes I said it. These are the things that pop into my head randomly throughout my day. Do you have this issue? Is it ADHD? I have random thoughts that are also disturbing no matter where I am or what I am doing. I'm not telling psych cuz they might take my shoe laces. I am superwoman for most but they have no idea what I have to battle while also thinking and doing for them. Don't you just hate being in church and a damn sex scene pops in your head mixed w talking roadkill . I mean it make you feel some kinda way in that moment.I know I have an acquired sense of humor but some shit I feel I shouldn't even find funny if I can't "share it with the class". Talk about being mortified. I have this phobia of roaches and lol every time I see one, which is rare,I have nightmares and daymares lol. The last one I had was set in Denny's at a booth and I was just talking to my date and he turned into a huge cockroach and was still talking like nothing was wrong. I hate those dreams cuz in my mind the roach want to impregnate me and millions of babies are gonna eat me alive. Just horrible. Although I did laugh when the image of a reindeer with pig feet popped in my head.

The Capricorn Woman Scorpio moon

Capricorn-A sign of the zodiac that involves anyone whose birthday falls between December 22nd - January 20th. The representative animal is the goat. Typically capricorns are highly addictive, sensitive, smart, intellient, flexible, witty, humorous, loyal and hard working. They rarely have attitudes but can be hard to control and contained when angered.

Capricorns are cool to hang around.-Urban Dictionary

Ok folks I am true to my sun and moon sign. I am Capricorn sun Scorpio Moon.

Personality Profile:

Those with the Moon in Scorpio often try to act cool and under control but there’s a brooding intensity below the surface. With an emotional base in the sign of the extremes, they experience intense feelings, which they often fear to let out. This in turn makes even intimate friends and family reluctant to probe too deeply.

The secretive Scorpio Moon can sometimes end up lost in all that churning emotion. If they are not self-aware, they could end up being driven by this subterranean force in the end. Along with the highs of the light side, they can fully dwell in the dark and struggle with jealousy, thoughts of revenge and serious resentment. Their nature is a conundrum -- repressing their feelings makes them too powerful to contain. Over time, they’ll learn that letting them out is the only way to tame the beast within.

They're in a position to understand the full emotional spectrum of the human condition, and so would make excellent dramatists or criminal detectives. They’ll excel in any field where penetrating insights into psychological extremes is required. And the focused ambition of the Moon in Scorpio adds to their chances for success.

In work and romance, they’ll need many outlets for that reservoir of emotional intensity. It can take years to win the trust of the suspicious Scorpio Moon, and even then there may be a fortress of defenses. Surely it goes without saying that you don’t want to betray them in any way.

When Scorpio inhabits the Moon, there’s a powerful sexuality felt by others, as well as a strong need for this catharsis in their lives. Sometimes primal desires can eclipse all other emotional truths and lead them into dangerous situations. Those in a committed relationship have a chance to experience this deep sensuality in an atmosphere of trust.

People watching

I am very entertained by people and they way they interact with each other. I can watch people all day long,it's better than T.V. What fascinates me is why they do what they do. Like why do some people smile a lot but others don't? It's not an easy question to answer because I smile very often to make others feel ok and welcome. I'm not generally a sunny person. Do you think it's true that if you believe it wholeheartedly that others will too? By it I mean any damn thing. I have watched this play out and it is amazing. I see it as living by example. If that person sees you have something they want they will adapt your beliefs to try and get on your level. Anybody out there w me or am I nuts. I have also noticed that people will do other things they don't want to do in order to get to do the thing they do want to do instead of just bypassing the bull. Are these people codependent? Do they like "the struggle?" How do you feel when you make eye contact with a stranger? From what I see it hurts, it pleases, it pisses folks off, I mean all kinda shit just from matching a gaze. I think we have the case of social rabies.When is the last time you became fascinated by a tree? yeah I mean do you even notice the natural world around you? Please excuse me if you don't follow-my brain puts out thoughts this way. When was the last time you asked someone a "hey I wonder"...question. I wonder a lot of stuff. some people think I am odd just for thinking about things that they don't give two shits about. I am coming closer and closer to relating to everything on a molecular level and I wanna know why that makes me odd. people are interesting including myself. Sometimes I feel like a bird eyeing a worm in a yard but hesitant because I don't wanna get shooed away.

Intro to my world

Okay so I'm a Capricorn and I have Scorpio in my moon so this could mean nothing to most or a lot to some. I am nice and loving and caring to most. But there is that few that actually get to know "me" . There is a lot of abnormal stuff going on deep down in there that I try to tame. So I figure why not blog about it when the uprising happens. I have been called crazy my whole life and I am used to it. I prefer to think I'm interesting and peculiar.