Bubbles

I love bubbles . I don't know if it's the part that makes you high from blowing them or just seeing them floating around. I like how a bubble feels when it pops on your skin. It's kinda like what a butterfly kiss would feel like I guess. I,m going to bring my bubbles to the pool one day to time how long they stay on the water without popping. The combination of bubbles and water amazes me for some odd reason. I love blowing bubbles in the rain. The drops of rain in contrast with the shape of the bubbles is awesome. I know it's not cool to blow bubbles in the house but the way they sit on top of carpet fibers is interesting as hell to me. So yup I like bubbles!

Spanking

How would you like to be spanked? I have a ceiling fan blade here. Oh let's see there's a paddle. Maybe a belt will do. No? Would you like a wooden spoon instead? Should I break out the stainless steel spatula? How bout dat trusty old flip flop? Hmmm maybe the back of my brush will suffice? Ooh I know, I know! A good thick slice of bacon for that ass!

I don't want to need you.

I hate that I want you. I know I don't need you but at the same time no one else will do. I don't like it when you invade my thoughts. I don't like it when you say you love me because I don't know if I love you back. I may simply be addicted to you right now and that is all. I don't want to be without you but sometimes I don't want to be with you either. I am suspicious of your motives. Your eyes tell me I can trust you though. You are a hard one to read. I feel safe around you. You make me cry such is a good thing. You bring out the emotions I keep locked away. You do this with little to no effort. I am just different with you. I don't want it. But I want you.